First Love Letter of mah lyf..!!!!...:))

ahaan!! i was cleaning my wardrobe in d mrng n guess wat...i found a letter...lol..love letter..first love letter of mah life...when i guess i was 17 -18 yrs old..!! sme1 wrot this 4 me...spclyy 4 me..n i kept it so ache se..hehe...

i appreciate each and every word of this letter..that tym may be i dint..!!!!

Here it is....

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It was the sleazy life with no fun and gay
that day i met you and life changed its way
I still remember message and call I made first
coz it was the call of the soul and its very own thirst
I saw you in a star and others faded away
And the mooon like my love followed your way
But then i asked was it a dream.....

I opened the window to let in your scented air
that time i felt you let down your hair
with lost hope of love and care I bend on my knees
came a voice to my ears "i have given your heart keys"
oh god! i asked have you played another sattire
no, replied he she's d one for you in the Angellic Attire
Back to my senses I asked was it a Dream...

A new confidence poured a new will to live
To capture every moment with you and not let them slip
Heart like a machine prolific of Love
With closed eyes too i see us like Turtle Dove
The night sets in and darkness at its high
As a hope of faith I see me with you showing the light
I pinch myself and ask was it a dream....

He said again
Loves not easy my son, difficult than jigs of puzzle
life's fast don't relenquish and do not hustle
love her like Tulips Passion forever ur love grew
she in ur arms forever and both wet in morning dew
your love's pure my son so i bless by heart
That you find her now and never be apart
weird me asks again was it a dream.....

came now a slap on my face wake up came the voice
look at today, your love , there's one and no other choice
Removed my shutters of eyes, away from turmoil
came a voice from my heart
"she's d one forever and forever"...

she's my life reading these lines far yet near
I know she loves me too at heart,
But has worldly fears...

i open my heart and spread my arms for the love and thy....
Grab my hand, enter my heart, no one ever enters it except "YOU"

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:))))).....

chasing is more fun...!!!! ;)..:)...

yaa...5.30 in d mrng...i was thinkin wat to post but thn..this random thing came in to my random mind..as usual...so tru..atleast for me..chasing is more FUN..!!!!!!!
it can be lik chasing a guy..whm we get crazzy for...or we can say..chasing for a good career...!!! or chasing for libertyy..for freedom....chasing for money...chasing for dreams..illusions...peace...hate..love...but but but..when we get thos thngs...all d fun get vanishd..!!! y..??? y?? ...

we go crazzyy for a guy/gal..whm we see randmly smewhr...we go mad..do fun...look for his number...talk to him/her...but once we get..we dnt care..v dnt value...lol...

we chase for happiness..but Happiness is the time when you're chasing happiness...ahan!!....

Chasing the sensation.... Whether it was drugs or sex or whatever.....so mch fun....
lik m chasin for perfction...but till d tym m perfct-1...i hav driv to do mre...bettr..to improv...till d tym i hav less freedom....i njyyy...every bit of it...chase for it..!!!!!...till d tym my dreams dnt get fulfilld....i go and look 4 thm.....eeeeeeeeee.....:)


so chasing things is always fun..we liv lively and convival lif........;)..:)....cheers!!!

Free spirit Inside me always want sme freedom..!!! :)

yes..thr is a spirit inside us...v all have..lik i have..

N this spirit inside me..want freedom...always...freedom to live lif d way i want to..!... always crazzyy....to do n try smethn new....cant sit idle..no ways!..wat m i supposed to call ths...
ppl say tht i do get bored of thngs easily..nt tru..i just always want thm to be new..cos it helps me....makes me feel aliv...
I believe that the finest qualities of man can flourish only in free air...thts y i lov birds..:)...love airplanes...crazzzzzzyyy 4 thm..whnevr..i see thm..i gt motivatn...to be d way i am..to acheiv wat i really want...to see thngs in a bettr way..abov us..to thnk beyond wat i can...!!

life is either a darin adventur or nothin 4 me...want to keep my face upward towards chang...just want to keep aliv my free spirit..!


I wish to be free -- even from me...:(..:/..:)...;)...

MISTAKES.....best part of life.....;)

yaaa...MISTAKES...m sure everyone wud've been part of it..smewhr n smehw.....bt me like so master in these stupid things..aah...nywayz..i shud stop cribbin...!!


In last six months..i hav learnt so many things..had best time of my life...m not saying sarcastically...bt its true!!!...fcked up so many things....bt still...got to knw...so mch...gt to knw..HUMAN BREED...!!!...eeeeeeeeeee..;).....extremeties..!!...happiness to tears n thn again tears to happiness... i so hate tht...bt this has takn me to d wrld of truth...d real wrld...nt d same i used to live in...!! :)))).....

there is a sayin....'The only person who never makes mistakes is the person who never does anything"..

bt nw i knw hw to make thngs bettr....i can so laugh at my mistakes...learn from them...
:)))

BACK TO MY WORLD....

Welcome back to the WORLD OF A BRAIN SICK..a crazzzzzzzy...silly....spoilt gal...!!...lol...niyaaa..puchi..actly..Neha Kulwal..


m so vella aajkal..so i thot lets get back to bloggin..whch i left in b/w 4 no reason..!!!

so here i go....