If we follow our dreams we too can soar..!!

Yes..!!! If we follow our dreams we too can soar just like a bird! We can fly high and achieve what we want. This thought has come from the book I read recently.. "Jonathan Livingston-Seagull story" . I could connect it to myself as I feel the same where I just don't want to be ordinary. For me life is more than just earning, eating, sleeping.

Against the convention of society I seek to find a higher purpose of me being on this earth. I live with my dreams and want to fulfill them. I am free to go beyond.. beyond everything! I am a girl who is energetic and spirited... I enjoy life and believe in living it to the fullest. I want to live like Jonathon Livingston (a seagull) for whom flying is not just a means of finding food, but for him flying high is life itself. Even though his goals run contrary to the norms of flock, tribe or neighborhood but still believe in making the most of the lives.

I do sometimes follow what others do.. but then I realize its not something I want to do.. I do get influence but I know what are my strengths and weaknesses and I know my limits. We should set our own limits not let others decide what are our limits.

I may not reach my dreams, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow. The worst thing that could happen in our lives is to one day we wake up and realize that it's too late, that we have been held back from our dreams because we were too afraid to lift ourselves, we were afraid of this society and narrow thinking people.

There's a reason to life...!! We can lift ourselves out of ignorance, we can find ourselves as creatures of excellence and intelligence and skill. We can be free.. We can learn to fly


"If you can imagine it you can create it.
If you can dream it, you can become it."
-William Arthur Ward-

Live Life to make best out of it! :)

Finally I am writing something after so long on my blog.. and I don’t know why all ideas come at 1 or 2 in d night.. I’l have to think about it..anyways coming back to my post..

I went to see movie in the evening today.. "127 hours".. it was awesome.. and the thoughts which came in my mind after seeing that movie are like..

Never dying Spirit- Don’t let yourself down at any stage of your life, don’t give up! You should have that strong will where you can turn all impossible things in to possible things.

Sense of Freedom –Value the freedom you have. Make it big.. fly like a bird spreading wings and feel this air around you which has lot of opportunities for you and lot of surprises may be bad.. but yet interesting.

Small Small learning can be a big help- We think that we shouldn’t do this.. and we shouldn’t do that.. but we should be aware of everything. We should be ready to learn and experience everything which comes our way like a child.

Valuing the Happiness around you- Its like we all crib, we all crave for what we don’t have but do we feel good for what we have. Do we see the importance of life which we have got as gift and we should know how to value it, make the best out of it.

Relationships which we should cherish.. we should respect.. we should love.. we should care .. and value them. We do take some people for granted though they are very important to us.

Living with Guilt- I guess.. no one can live with guilt, may be today you are occupied and don’t think about the mistakes which you have done .. but somewhere at the back of your mind.. You’ll have those guilts with which you don’t wanna die.. you want to clear them..

Thats all for now.. peace and love! :)

A New Life with a New feeel..! :)

Here i come after so long , m posting something.. its not that i dint get tym or i dnt get tym but ya was li'l occupied and life took a turn so fast in these three months that dint realize that Neha Kulwal who was fun loving, kiddo whose life was hanging out wid friends, college, late night studies has now entered in New World- World of Professionalism..!!! yes a new life with a new feel..! Neha Kulwal working as an Assistant Manager at Compare Infobase Ltd.

It feels so great when you learn , u work , u get appreciated, and then you get paid at the end of the month( best part!). You wake up early in the morning and dress up smartly..no T tops , no skirts no shorts ..no flashy nail paints..no funky hair styles..now way of shopping has been changed.. just look for kurtas and shirts n that too ONLY BRANDED..cme on aftr all we earnin..hehe!

Meet friends only on weekends tht too if everyone is avalaible...haha..! v used to get tired seein each odr faces in colleg..now v actly look fwd to weeknd! I dnt remembr when did i go for last movie.. nw no nite outs! no late parties..! I have bcme mamma papa's acha sa beti who go office and then come home and sleep on tym..:P

But hold on..m not sayn m hatin this..no m not..m lovin it! i love new thngs, changes..n here i have a new change in my life.. work..challenges..performanc whch u want to shw to your Boss!..great learnin experiences...discussions ..a value addition to our vella lives!

rest...to be continued....:))

First Love Letter of mah lyf..!!!!...:))

ahaan!! i was cleaning my wardrobe in d mrng n guess wat...i found a letter...lol..love letter..first love letter of mah life...when i guess i was 17 -18 yrs old..!! sme1 wrot this 4 me...spclyy 4 me..n i kept it so ache se..hehe...

i appreciate each and every word of this letter..that tym may be i dint..!!!!

Here it is....

*******
It was the sleazy life with no fun and gay
that day i met you and life changed its way
I still remember message and call I made first
coz it was the call of the soul and its very own thirst
I saw you in a star and others faded away
And the mooon like my love followed your way
But then i asked was it a dream.....

I opened the window to let in your scented air
that time i felt you let down your hair
with lost hope of love and care I bend on my knees
came a voice to my ears "i have given your heart keys"
oh god! i asked have you played another sattire
no, replied he she's d one for you in the Angellic Attire
Back to my senses I asked was it a Dream...

A new confidence poured a new will to live
To capture every moment with you and not let them slip
Heart like a machine prolific of Love
With closed eyes too i see us like Turtle Dove
The night sets in and darkness at its high
As a hope of faith I see me with you showing the light
I pinch myself and ask was it a dream....

He said again
Loves not easy my son, difficult than jigs of puzzle
life's fast don't relenquish and do not hustle
love her like Tulips Passion forever ur love grew
she in ur arms forever and both wet in morning dew
your love's pure my son so i bless by heart
That you find her now and never be apart
weird me asks again was it a dream.....

came now a slap on my face wake up came the voice
look at today, your love , there's one and no other choice
Removed my shutters of eyes, away from turmoil
came a voice from my heart
"she's d one forever and forever"...

she's my life reading these lines far yet near
I know she loves me too at heart,
But has worldly fears...

i open my heart and spread my arms for the love and thy....
Grab my hand, enter my heart, no one ever enters it except "YOU"

********

:))))).....

chasing is more fun...!!!! ;)..:)...

yaa...5.30 in d mrng...i was thinkin wat to post but thn..this random thing came in to my random mind..as usual...so tru..atleast for me..chasing is more FUN..!!!!!!!
it can be lik chasing a guy..whm we get crazzy for...or we can say..chasing for a good career...!!! or chasing for libertyy..for freedom....chasing for money...chasing for dreams..illusions...peace...hate..love...but but but..when we get thos thngs...all d fun get vanishd..!!! y..??? y?? ...

we go crazzyy for a guy/gal..whm we see randmly smewhr...we go mad..do fun...look for his number...talk to him/her...but once we get..we dnt care..v dnt value...lol...

we chase for happiness..but Happiness is the time when you're chasing happiness...ahan!!....

Chasing the sensation.... Whether it was drugs or sex or whatever.....so mch fun....
lik m chasin for perfction...but till d tym m perfct-1...i hav driv to do mre...bettr..to improv...till d tym i hav less freedom....i njyyy...every bit of it...chase for it..!!!!!...till d tym my dreams dnt get fulfilld....i go and look 4 thm.....eeeeeeeeee.....:)


so chasing things is always fun..we liv lively and convival lif........;)..:)....cheers!!!

Free spirit Inside me always want sme freedom..!!! :)

yes..thr is a spirit inside us...v all have..lik i have..

N this spirit inside me..want freedom...always...freedom to live lif d way i want to..!... always crazzyy....to do n try smethn new....cant sit idle..no ways!..wat m i supposed to call ths...
ppl say tht i do get bored of thngs easily..nt tru..i just always want thm to be new..cos it helps me....makes me feel aliv...
I believe that the finest qualities of man can flourish only in free air...thts y i lov birds..:)...love airplanes...crazzzzzzyyy 4 thm..whnevr..i see thm..i gt motivatn...to be d way i am..to acheiv wat i really want...to see thngs in a bettr way..abov us..to thnk beyond wat i can...!!

life is either a darin adventur or nothin 4 me...want to keep my face upward towards chang...just want to keep aliv my free spirit..!


I wish to be free -- even from me...:(..:/..:)...;)...

MISTAKES.....best part of life.....;)

yaaa...MISTAKES...m sure everyone wud've been part of it..smewhr n smehw.....bt me like so master in these stupid things..aah...nywayz..i shud stop cribbin...!!


In last six months..i hav learnt so many things..had best time of my life...m not saying sarcastically...bt its true!!!...fcked up so many things....bt still...got to knw...so mch...gt to knw..HUMAN BREED...!!!...eeeeeeeeeee..;).....extremeties..!!...happiness to tears n thn again tears to happiness... i so hate tht...bt this has takn me to d wrld of truth...d real wrld...nt d same i used to live in...!! :)))).....

there is a sayin....'The only person who never makes mistakes is the person who never does anything"..

bt nw i knw hw to make thngs bettr....i can so laugh at my mistakes...learn from them...
:)))